The Look Refrained !!!

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Looking into the eyes, he sees fear
Embossed with moistness,
Surrounded by Iris,
Well of Sadness is all so clear.

Soaring through all the thin red veins
Emotions filled with fragrance are gently felt
Yet so disconnected and all so faint.
Anger, Frustration fill those void.
In those lonely by lanes,
Turning around the corner, boards with signs
Lead every time to that slovenly well.

The skin feels so cold,
Lines have never been so bold,
Destiny calling maybe
All that is said, All that is done
All that thinking, All that screaming,
Never weft across that frigid soul.
Where have u gone?
Searched for u all this time, through the gawky glasses.
Lost in the uncertain viscera,
Drenched and stained with profane liquids.

Felt through the crux of cardiac force.
The excruciating pain, undying abuse
Shaking the spirit, like a shadow less man.
Faking the victory, like a spine less man.
Time and Again he wondered why
Where is my Identity, Where is Me,
As he looked into the Luminous being
Mirror is what, he called that being.

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Sunday Sparkles !!!

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Keep me in ur shade,
Protect me from the ever cursing fade
Sparkling from ur ever shining blade
The Winds blowing fast

The Sun shining bright

The Rains hitting the sensitive strata
The Pain from the ghastly surroundings
U are der to save, der to face
All the Shadows of the devlish mind
U are der to evade.

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Goodbye!!!

Watching you from far away ,

From behind the glass doorway,

Staring behind you

Clad in the wonderful blue dress

Thinking from a perplexed mind,

Disturbed, distracted, distressed

Yes i know it dear...

I know ure heart is paining

Bleeding with all the mistrust

Amidst the sun and moon draining

Im not the one, not all that ive done

Wrong it seems

Hung are the dreams

Times passed by, souls changed

Devils victored, sad as it seems

Unheard are the screams..

Cant make u believe,

Cant help it retrieve,

Walk wid me gal,

Walk wid me into the glorious past,

Walk wid me thru all the pain,

Walk wid me thru my mistakes

Cant look at ur face,

Dont stare wid ur misty eyes,

Dont hold on 2me wid ur lending hands

I aint the one,

Cant come closer anymore

Cant reach out anymore

My heart is just a disguise

Cant realise anymore..

Thers nothing left to try

Nothing left to mind

Nothing left to pray

Nothing left to say

But..... Goodbye !!! 

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For You , Mom & Dad !!

For a long time, ive been thinking of writing something for my mom and dad. Today is the occasion, today is my Dad's birthday.

When i was small and little
Scared and weak, thin and brittle,
U were there by my side to hold my hand
Walk me down the dangerous lanes
Amidst all the unfriendly plains
U were there for me
U were there, Mom and Dad.

When i used to get lost in the crowds
Wandering in the cluster of tall moving people
Scared and insecure, searching for some home,
Looking for those moist soft hands.
Hugging me and holding me
And saying Its All right
U were there for me, Mom

When I was sad, dejected, failed
When i though all my options were derailed,
When confidence had hit a road block,
There was no one to lift me off the dock,
U were there for me, Dad
U were there to motivate me,
made me believe in myself,
made me realize my talents.
U were there for me, Dad.

U have always been a role model for me,
Always been the people,
I most look upto.
U were always been the people,
I care more than anything.
U were always been the people,
I love more than anything.

I want to promise u Mom & Dad
I will always be beside u, when u need me.
I will always care for u, how much ever it takes.
I will always be there to hold ur hands
when u need my help.
I will always be there to listen to u.
And I would consider myself really lucky,
If I can become, half the person, what u are.
So that hopefully one day, Mom and Dad, u can proudly say he is our son !!!!!


LOVE YOU MOM & DAD

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Dreams Unconditional !!

  

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Never seen u, never had an essence of u in my life.

U came into my life like a storm.

Never felt that comfort with anyone,

Never felt that spark with someone.

Loved every moment with you,

loved your beautiful hair swirling over my face,

The aroma around you made me wanna be near you,

close to you.

Felt like holding you in my arms again and again.

Never could take my eyes off your wonderful eyes,

Like a melting pot of astounding beauty.

I never wanted to be away from you.

The laws of attraction stopped making sense.

Something contagious about your smile. 

Always wanted to see that innocent smile, 

Tried making you laugh all the time. 

Whenever u came close to me, 

My neurons started firing to the maximum level. 

Every time you held my hand, 

I never wanted to let go, 

felt like these hands are supposed to be together.

No one can argue, how good we looked together,

Can't say made for each other, 

But we looked inseparable.

Even few minutes out of sight was like ages away from each other.

Missing you was not the word, was longing to be with you.

Einstein had his mark very much right on his relativity.

Between us there was nothing relative, 

It was all togetherness.. 

Where have you been so long.

Missed out on so much good times with you.

Didn't hear your whisper in my ears

Didn't feel your caressing touch.

Didn't feel you in my arms.

Why have you been so long away.

Its ignorance to say i didn't see it in your eyes,

But as some one rightly said ignorance is bliss.

So what if it was just a dream. 

I can lay in the bed for my entire life

to relive you in my life !!!

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Chained Emotions !!

Gone are the years,
Gone are the days,
Gone are the opportunities,
Then why do I still feel the pain !!

Times have changed,
I've grown in the world of uncertainity,
You've grown into a world of togetherness,
And We've grown into a world of happiness,
Then why do I still feel the pain !!

Never felt the touch,
Never felt the warmth,
Never wiped your tears,
Never laughed with you,
Never held your hands,
Then why do i still feel the pain !!

Your beautiful eyes have captivated many,
Your heavenly smile makes me wanna sing to you,
The aroma of freshness around you,
Makes me wanna wake up to you everyday,
Then why do I still feel the pain !!

Days and nights are not enough,
To admire your astounding beauty,
Time is not by our side nor the world is,
But still wanna keep looking at you forever,
Don't wanna blink my eyes, time is not on my side
Now i know why I still feel the pain,
Not sure if you are feeling the same
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Bloody hell !! I was sitting on a damn nail !!!!! :)

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Sorry !!

To Err is Human, to love is also human.
Every time u muttered those never ending statements, i became deaf. 
Every time u rose with excitement after seeing, i never saw it. 
Every time u asked for time, i never had a second. 
Every time u held my hands, my hands slipped away. 
Every time i praised u, u never liked my style.
Every time u looked at me into my eyes, i never could look back.
Every time i hurt u, i could never see the tears in your eyes.


The winds swayed away the branches of trees, but never even touched me. 
My heart is stony, no it ain't, but its scarred, but not afraid. 
Life is not all about love, but love has a lot to do in life.
Life is never A B C D E, its always COMPLICATED!!
Things mite be out of my reach, but i can always lend u a helping hand.
Good times mite never come, but times can be good with me.
Wander your eyes for sometime, winds will sway your way.
It may not be the right way, but it will be your way. 


Gods may not be helpful, but i won't repent my chances.
Moments spent with you were special, but i can't go on. 
Never wanted to be Brutus
Can't see the pain in your eyes anymore.
Can't see the guilt in your acts anymore.
Can't see the hope in your mind anymore.
Can't keep u hurting anymore.
Sorry !!!

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For You !!!!

Let me see you everyday

Let me see you smiling...

Let me see you waiting in the sun

Let me see you dancing in the rain...

Let me see you curling your beautiful hair

Let me see the twinkle in your mesmerizing eyes...

Let me hear you talk on and on

Let me listen to you all day long...

Let me hold your soft and caressing hand

Let me lend you my consoling shoulder...

Let me little closer to you

Let me bask in your wonderful aroma...

Let me look into your eyes

Let me stay that way for a entire life...

Let me hold you in my arms

Let me say " I Love You" .....

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Goodbye

Sometimes when someone close to you goes far away from you, it hurts more than you ever experienced...
Sometimes you realize the importance of people in life only when they are far away from you...
Things may not be the same later, quite different from what you expected...
Sometimes there is so much to say, but when you realize its too late and you don't have time...
The good times, the bad times, if only you could rewind and play again, relive those special moments, even though its only for a minute....
The very thought of not able to meet again is disturbing, but thers always hope, a hope that gives you some courage to move on....
Life's got its share of surprises for everyone, you just have to wait for your turn...
Sometimes you miss someone more than others, you become more restless, feel you should have spent some more time, but the time is never enough and suddenly theory of relativity starts making sense....

Sometimes you have to say goodbye even though you never wanted to........

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I Know .....

I saw you after a long time you were waiting alone in the cafe..
I could see that sparkle in your eyes
when u saw me, walking on the alley-way
I could see that beautiful smile
When i waved at you
I know ...... that you were waiting for me..
When u came close to me,
My heart started beating faster,
Into never stopping arrythmias,
I know ..... you were feeling the same...
When u started talking
there was the same sweetness in ya voice...
so soothing like music to my ears..
Just wanted to keep listening..
I know ...... i couldn't hear anything else...
With every glance you gave me that real rush
I rose up in my seat feeling so blush
You flashed me your brilliant smile
felt like staring at you all the while
Watching you near after a long time..
I know ..... things wouldn't be the same...
Every hour with you was like a second
time flew by, but couldn't take my eyes of you.
The longing of my heart, the curiosity of my mind,
wanted to know more, know more about you
i know ..... time wouldn't be enough..
Goodbyes are never my favorite part,
Somewhere deep inside, felt incomplete
At one end was exalting joy,
other end was poignant sadness..
But it was time to face the truth.
I know ..... i would never be with you..

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Ek Din !!

एक दीन जीने दे मुझे ज़िँद्गी
एक दीन उड़ने दे आसमान में
एक दीन गीर्ने दे ज़मीन पर
एक दीन ख़ुशी से हँसने दे मुझे
एक दीन रोने दे मुझे दुःख में
तेरी हर ख़ुशी का हीस॒सा बन ने दे मुझे
तेरी हर दर्द का सहारा बन ने दे मुझे

एक दीन थम जाने दे
धड़कन रुख जाने दे
डरना क्या मेरे यारा
मेरी हर धड़कन तुम्हारे लीये है

एक दीन प्यार करने दे मुझे
एक दीन होश खोने दे मुझे
एक दीन डूबने दे तेरे आंखों में
एक दीन छूने दे तेरे कोमल घालों को
एक दीन बसने दे तेरे खयालों में
एक दीन सोने दे तेरी गोध में
एक दीन मरने दे तेरे प्यार में

प्यार करने वालों के इतिहास में
मुझे बी अमर होना है एक दीन


This is just a short write up i tried in hindi..
For International readers... Heres the English version .

One Day

Let Me live my life One Day
Let Me fly in the skies One Day
Let Me fall on the ground One Day
Let Me smile wid happiness
Let Me cry when im sad
Let Me be part of every happiness in your life
Let Me be your saviour in every moment of pain

Let this day stop
Let those heart beats stop
dont worry my friend
My every heart beat is yours

Let Me love One Day
Let Me lose my senses in your love
Let Me drown in your eyes One Day
Let Me feel your soft face
Let Me appear in your thoughts One Day
Let Me lie on you lap One Day
Let Me die in your love One Day

In the History of the Great Love Stories..
Want to find my name One Day...........

Sorry guys don't have much time so have just done the literal translation of my poem in Hindi
Hope it has come well..
Cheers...

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Something about You !!

Everytime i see You,
I see something special in you..

Thers something special about your Eyes
Those sparkling eyes gives me a ray of hope everytime is see you
Gives a sense of rejuvenated spirit,
An undying attitude and determination to carry on
Thers something about You..

Thers something special about your Smile
Your every smile is Priceless,
Speaks more than a thousand words,
As if Saying Im always there
Thers something about You..

Thers something special about your beautiful Hair
Your hair move so smoothly wid every gush of wind,
As if playing hundreds of violins in a symphony.
Thers something about You..

Mirrors say, 'you make us look beautiful'
Flowers say, 'your every touch helps us to bloom'
Birds chirp wid joy seeing you so fresh in the morning glow
Every Rain drop that rolls down your cheek, glistens wid purity
The stillness and calm in you is like that of a slow flowing stream.
Thers something about You.

I thank the Almighty
for sending you in my life,
for making me understand,
the meaning of beauty....
Thers something about You.

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Value of Time

To realize the value of thirty years,
Ask a old female who recently lost her husband.

To realize the value of five years,
Ask a newly divorced couple.

To realize the value of one year,
Ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of nine months,
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize the value of one month,
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week,
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour,
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute,
Ask a person who has missed the train.

To realize the value of one-second,
Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of one millisecond,
Ask the Runner who had to settle for a silver medal in the Olympics.

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.
Forget the past n future, Live for today....

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Just a Little Kiss!!

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Every day is a new day...
Another day to remember u...
Another day to love u...
Another day to miss u...

I can't promise that i'l bring Happiness in ur life,
But can always smile wid u when u're happy...

I can't promise that i'l wipe out all the tears in ur life,
But can always cry wid u...

I can't promise that i'l always be wid u,
But wud always be der standing behind u,
to hold u when u fall...

I wud always be der,
As the Sun, to shine wid u in ur brighter times...

I wud always be der,
As the Moon, to bring u light in moments of darkness...

But before u say Goodbye,
All i want is just a little Kiss...

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If Only .......

On a beautiful Evening
As the sun started setting..
I saw her walking slowly in the September rain
If Only i cud tell her how i felt...

Met again on a busy Morning
As our eyes met,
hello was the word
she smiled,
and we became good friends
If Only she cud read my mind..

friendship was a beginning
But i wanted more,
wanted this ship to grow,
If Only i cud know her more..

One day everything changed
The sun wasn't shining brightly anymore,
The sky wasn't blue anymore,
The grass weren't green anymore,
The pain was immense,
If Only i cud feel her pain..

Beckoning were the days of reality,
It wasn't my dream world,
As she laid calmly in her bed,
I cud see the anguish in her eyes,
As if there was some unfinished work
If Only i cud heal her..

But it was too late,
Oh great lord!!
If Only she had more time
If Only i cud tell her how happy i was with her
If Only i cud hold her in my arms
If Only i cud laugh with her
If Only i cud cry with her
If Only i cud dance with her in the rain

If Only i cud say 'I love U'

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